Sometimes I try too hard

I have this issue…I feel like sometimes I try too hard and put myself out there too much. 

But being the loving individual that I am, I can’t help but care too much.  I might as well be the Care-A lot Bear.  Then I get worried that if I care too much I’ll push people away which makes me absolutely paranoid and instead of toning it down, I up the care-bear super power for fear of losing the people I care about.  Even though I’m just being paranoid, and this post is paranoid, it’s something I needed to get out and I feel like I can do that on here. 

 

UGHHHHH.