One Week

Well, it's been one week since probably the hardest, worst day of my life.  I still don't really know how to respond and it's almost like I'm living a really bad dream; all I can do is pray for the Lord's will to be done and honestly, that's very hard for me.  I really need to learn how to fully rely on Him because he knows what's best, but I'm human and I think I know what's best for me.  Ughhhhh...going through a really hard time and I could just use some prayers.